6. Seizures are scary!
Seizures are truly terrifying, whether you’re the person experiencing an aura or someone witnessing a grand mal seizure with convulsions. During a seizure, you lose consciousness, your muscles violently contract (I once broke a bed frame during a seizure), and your skin often turns blue from lack of oxygen.
Although we aren’t awake for the convulsions (and don’t remember them afterward), the aura preceding them (which is actually a seizure itself) is frightening for a host of other reasons: We could just be enjoying a hilarious kitten video at home or out running errands when suddenly we’re overcome by one or more of these unnerving sensations: a feeling of dread, déjà vu, blurry or tunnel vision, a strange sensation in our bellies, and/or the inability to speak.
Fortunately, my own auras last long enough that I’m able to text people to alert them about what’s happening (I have aphasia so I can’t actually tell them) but that also means that I have longer to experience the terrifying knowledge that my brain is about to fuck me up big time.