She is scared to love again.
Maybe she saw love as something mesmerizing and maybe once upon a time to love and to be loved was her ultimate goal in life. But not anymore. Because now, love is a feeling associated with pain in her mind.
When she loved the last time, she didn’t get love in return, she only got insults, constant bringing downs and plenty of emotional beatings. She forgot how real love feels. The man whom she loved should’ve shown her what love feels like, but he chose to turn into a narcissist and break her instead.